hai, sorry for my late reply >w<
when i posted this i was crying hard and internet connection on my cellphone was really bad T_T so i couldn't reply anymore.

but here i am. sorry for making you worry about me so much. the problem is making me down until now. but when i read your comment i feel like i find my bright again ^^

i hope i'll be okay soon. thank you so much for your concern *kiss and hugs*