Cut?

It's the 1st day for me to do my new job. I am so tired but it's okay because i always love teaching kids. They are so adorable, talk-active and smart. It's been a long time for me to teach, so i was quite nervous today. I hope i can do the best as a teacher for the next and next day xD

By the way i feel more tired because of another problem. I love writing fic and try my best to write them to make me and you smile. But i am so sad when i don't get many feedback anymore. I understand maybe you're busy, don't have net connection, lazy to comment maybe or even you just simply don't care to comment. I don't want to force you to comment always in my post, i just want you to care about me, or my fic, or my pic. I love u and respect u so much. U are my power and motivation here. You are my best friends though i never see or meet u. I always wish you will care or respect what i do here like i do for you. But again i can force u anything. Please don't get me wrong. I just feel lonely lately, especially when i post a fic, there are just few people that showed their loves for my fic. I really love them.

I am so sad when everytime i see my guest state. There are so many people who came into my lj but 98% from them didn't even want to leave a simple comment. Then i got sad even more when i read again people who added me and said they loved my fic. I start wondering it's true or not because i never see them comment since that. It hurts me. Really hurts me. I want real friends or people who care about me without having to add me. I really appreciate people who dropped comments to me though we didn't add/know each other.

That's why i think i want to do the cut for my f-list. For me, friends mean care, respect, love, brightness, motivation, faith and honesty. I want to start from the beginning. So i am sorry. I love you all and thank you for everything. If i cut you i think you know why i do that for you.

Gomenasai minna. I can't say please don't hate me. I just can say thank you. *hugs*

citra-chan

Ryo and Eito

I just realized how long i never talk or rambling about Ryo and Eito. I knew this lj world because of them. I love eito and ryo so much <3

i feel bad for myself because i forgot or didn't follow their news since i started writing. My journal is full of my fic and pic. And I just have super little things about eito here, uhuhuhu

recently i began watching their vids again and finally i watched their movie '8UPPERS'! OMG! It's so awesome! Maru is my favorite there bcause he was suprisingly so COOL AND GREAT WITH FIGHTING! Ehehe he's the most funny guy in eito, that's why every time i see him in 'kakkoi' mode i go 'kyaaaa' xD

The story of the movie is so good and the baby is soooo CUTE!!! Seriously, eito + baby = adorable!

But there was something that i don't like. It was bcause Ryo and Baru smoked A LOT! in every setting of the movie i saw them smoking! Okay, they looked so cool when smoking but i think it's not good for them. Ryo looked like he is so used to smoke, so i am so worried at him.

But everything is perfect beside the smoking thing. Oh, and i loved to see how tat-chon was so kind and acted like a good papa to the baby. Kyaaa~ he's so perfect to be a handsome and amazing husband! *hugs him*

oh, and i just saw many new pics of Ryo in eito concert 2010-2011. Uwaaaaa~ Ryo is super duper cute! I love his smile *dies*
eito's costumes in that concert were so lovely and colorful. Ryo looked so adorable especially when he acted like an innocent boy in dance with eito. Kyaaaa not just ryo who was cute there, but the rest of eito too!

Well, i don't watch the latest eito's pv 'animal magic' yet though i had already had the vid. I guess i'll love it bcause i love their movie *the song is for 8UPPERS*

Okay, it's my first ranting about eito. How i hope people will know them for more with my ranting about them, ehehehe

eito ranger and citra-chan 8D

Ryoda Quick Smut Fic Request!

Hai, minna, i miss you sooo much *hugs*

i am so busy with my job, but i'll try to post my fanmade calender of the member of k8, kattun, news, and even arashi and hsj (though it's just aiba and yamada xD). Actually I finished making the calender a week ago or so, but i didn't have a time to post them TwT
So i think i'll post the calender tomorrow morning bcause i will be going for work in the afternoon.

Then i think i want to post fic too. So i need your help here. Hehe please give me prompts or request fic to me. Tell me what u want for the story. Well, i can write it so long, just a short story, and i prefer to write SMUT!!! *get smacked*
please tell me quickly about your ryoda (or akame fic if i have more time xD) because i'll start writing as soon as possible :)

oh, i just can write one or two fic depend on the time u tell me about the requested fic or how long i write a fic. If i get a lot of request *hoping cutely* i'll chose the interesting one, so i hope u don't kill me if i don't chose/write yours. Don't worry i'll write all of the request one by one though i can't promise to write them soon. So wait me ne. *hugs*

so it's the time for me to wait your request fic *sit in the corner of your room and watching you with my cute puppy eyes* XD

Hime?

Minna, do you know why Ryo call tat-chan 'hime' in fic?

Oh, i wanna write a short SMUT FULL OF HOTNESS about Ryoda/Akame in a short time too *my job is killing me*
so feel free to give me some HOT prompts XD
i'll wait!
*sit cutely and look at you with my puppy eyes*