Please tell me

Minna, please tell me how to improve my english and make me understand my mistake in my writing. I really need your help because i am not so good in english and i do want to write fic with a good grammar.

99,99% of you who joined in my fic comm told me that the bad thing in my writing is my bad grammar. T.T i am so sorry for making you read my fics that have so many grammar mistake *cries*

that's why please help me, ne. The 1st time i realized how bad my grammar is when people talked about it in one of jeauthormeme. I was shock and so sad, but then i realized they didn't want to hurt me. I think they cared about me and wanted me to be better in writing with making me notice where my mistakes are.

Minna, let's be honest with me, ne. Tell me what you want to say to me. I am not a perfect person/author so i know you do have a feeling to say about what you hate/ what you don't like/ what you want/ what your suggestion/ what you think or what you love about my writing maybe?

Please tell me everything here. You can critic me also. I won't be angry or sad. I promise. We are friends so i believe we want the best for all of us ^^

thank you minna. Love you so much! *hugs*