Wonder about your opinion of. . .

[citraryo]

I did decide to f-lock and f-cut of my journal. There are many reason that make me want to cry and all. I am glad my best friend, fu-chan and a-chan helped me to try finding the solution back then. Actually i planned to do that at the end of december last year, but i thought i wanted to give u a chance to show your love, or even care for my works here. But i realized i just get hurt again and again. But thanks to my friends who are always here for me. They give me hugs, give me care, give me support, give me encourage, give me warm love, and want to spend their precious time to say thank you to my works or say what happen/please smile when something happen to me. You know who i am talking about because it's you. So give u hugs attack xD

Then i wonder if it is alright to f-lock and f-cut? I want to know your opinion, minna :)

honestly, i am really tired. And it gives me a strong and bad impact every time i find many annoying things about my fic/my treasure. I am easy to cry. Now, i think it's not a good idea to cry when i almost die bcause of my tiredness.

I already talked about f-cut before but i only got a super little feedback. So i think i'll wait your opinion now. If u don't want to speak here it's okay. I won't force u anything. I just want you to know that i give you a chance to show your love. I am tired to say this to people who keep silence and enjoy others (authors/fans) works without even care to say their respect or love.

Sorry if i am kind of annoy you. I am just so tired. In this situation, i feel down and turn into so pessimistic. Please show your love though it's only a little 'Hi~'. Thank you so much minna. Sorry for messying your f-page >w<

good night and have a nice dream <3

~peace from citra-chan~

Comments

[ttalktomesoftly.livejournal.com]

Hey! Don't worry Citra-chan, the ones who don't know how to appreciate your work don't deserve to read it &hearrts;

Sad...

[kamakazuya.livejournal.com]

I feel sad....
Can I say it ?
Maybe or maybe not.
I don´t know your fan-fics I can not allow me a judgment.
But I think for many they are great.
I envy everybody who can write fan-fics....Yes,I do.
And to share it it´s awesome and very kind.
I often forget to leave a *little message* and I´m sorry for it.
Sometimes I remark it and send a message days later...Gomen.
But that doesn´t mean I would not appreciate this work.
So many ,like you work hard here,and so I have to say thank you.
Without people like you LJ would be boring.
But the decision can only made by you.
There can be no advice from others.

Hugs
Pikka

[aira-aizawa.livejournal.com]

Hello citraryo-neechan..
Long time no see..
It's been a long time I'm not exist in livejournal..
I don't know what happen to you. But, if you feel down now, I hope you will think that there are some friend beside you. You're not alone. If someone says bad about you, think that they are a.. Umm.. In Indonesian 'anjing yg menggonggong'..
They will tired saying bad about you..
I had been the same thing like you. So, let's fighting together!!
Ganbatte!!

[evelynreeves.livejournal.com]

menurut aku sih itu terserah kamu mau f cut or f lock,,yang penting itu ga mengganggu kamu dan juga kalo dengan fcut dan flock kamu merasa lebih nyaman dan lebih secure menurut aku sih ga pa pa,,secara ini juga livejournal kamu kok,,private teritori kamu,,kan harus membuat kita sebagai pemiliknya merasa oke dan senang kalo menggunakan LJ kan,,
jangan sedih lagi,,emang banyak orang-orang yang ga bisa menghargai hasil kerja orang lain,tapi yang terpenting kan kamu telah melakukan yang terbaik,,nantinya akan menghasilkan yang terbaik juga kok,,

*hugs*

[agustin1982.livejournal.com]

[teal][u]Orkut Scraps[/u][/teal] - [red]Flowers Scraps[/red]

Dont be sad,c-chan *HUGS

I LOVE YOU, you know that, ne^^

I will support you no matter what^^ Dont cry, okay><

*HUGS again*

[teal][u]Orkut Scraps[/u][/teal] - [red]Flowers Scraps[/red]

[aterjsa.livejournal.com]

is this about the silent readers?
i guess, i'm quite guilty there...
gomenasai...*dogeza*

i don't really know the reason but if it's the reason i mentioned above then, i'm truly very sorry for not very active on commenting on your fics but i do read them...
i guess my laziness on commenting is really bad...sorry again...

i don't know if we're friends but i do understand if you wanted to lock your fics...
but i just want you to know that i do love your fics!!!
especially hidden love...though i only started reading it a few days ago and i really read all the recent available chapters and i'm falling in love with the story and i do hope to read more.

and i promise that i'll comment in your fics that i will read from now on...

*bows*

[gal_ps.livejournal.com]

well my dear, I don't know what can I advice you....
your fics are worth-reading to anyone for they are joyfull....
and I like your fanarts....
silent readers - there are so so many....
don't know if f-lock will solve your problem
but if you'll feel better - do it
Hugs

[ilovejohnnys88.livejournal.com]

Hey!! :(( Please don't be sad!! <3

I loved all the fics I read in your journal, and I love so much your writing style! :)

Keep the faith citra-chan ne~!! I'll support you always!! ^^

*hugs*

[starg8fan-liz.livejournal.com]

i know a lot of authors who f-lock, I think it's ok if you do it, especially if you're this upset about it :((, don't worry yourself so much!!! XDD feel better, k ^__^ do what you think is best♥♥♥♥

[granity20.livejournal.com]

do what you think is the best citra dear.....

[elphabam.livejournal.com]

Don't be so pesimistic. I'm sure people appreciate you and your work more than you think! :)

[fancyann1974.livejournal.com]

i wish i knew what to say to make you feel better
you have to do what is best for you
i only hope you can stop being sad and know that their are those that support you
<3<3<3

[chibi-turtle.livejournal.com]

if that's what you think is best for you, then we'll always support your decision. :)

[kame-kiyumi.livejournal.com]

hmm, I just did a f-cut in my LJ last night too. I think.. it depends on why you wanna f-cut those people? Like... eg, maybe I dun wanna sooo many people in my LJ so I wanna reduce the number. Or maybe random people added you and they didnt comment on your posts before, they just add and poom! Disappear... etc etc.

So you need to know what kind of friends you wanna keep in your list. If they friended you for your fics but yet, didnt comment before, then if I were you, I would remove them.

As for f-lock, i cant really say much. It all depends on whether you want your posts to be f-lock or not. Because seriously, I have come to the acknowledgement that... actually f-locking doesnt really help. I tried that before n it didnt help much. *sigh*

*pats*

if its all about silent readers or silent people coming to and fro, I understand your feeling. I hate it too.

[iris1228.livejournal.com]

hey don't cry Citra-chan~*hug*
i think people who can write good fanfic must be talented and lovely, and you are obviously this kind of people.
i could understand how upset you were when few people gave feedback
i just find your LJ several days ago and have read some of your fics, i believe there are many people appreciating your works like me, especially ryoda fans~ XD
so i hope you can keep writing what u like and i will comment everytime i finish reading~
please trust me! *hug again*

ps. i added you into my friend list, please add me back~*puppy eyes*

[nishkido.livejournal.com]

I don't know about those people but you don't need to listen to them and you should be proud of your work. If someone responded in a negative way, then she is the loser.

This is life. There is alwys who would support or let down..so, trust your skills. Besides, I really appreciate your work and effort^^

cheer up, take care and keep your head always up^^

[lily-chan76.livejournal.com]

hm... Is it about silent reader ?.... >.< (first, I'm sorry I don't comment every fic/ chapter you write =.=" *gives u a lollipop*)

But don't be saaaaaaad~ *hug*

Personnaly, I'm not really for the f-lock thing ^^" ( because a lot of fic I read, have been f-lock and now I can't read it anymore =.= it's really frustrating....)

But If you prefer f-lock your fictions....Well, as you wish ^^

Anyway, now I'll comment more~ =3 don't want u to be depressed by that >.< *hug one more time*

[jeanngriffin.livejournal.com]

Don't be sad and so down
you should know how great you are to write fics like this
It's a talent

i always wanted to write fanfic but never had the courage to do it
if i do...still it will ended in the middle because the story confused me myself =)))

Ehm, sorry if i didn't give a comment everytime you post your fics
I'm kinda busy ^^ I'm always read fanfic in my office >.<
the connection is far better then mine in the house
but i will always read it and gives comment if I had times

see~ the connection tonight is really gettin my nerves
i've to re-conn it 4 times just to post this comment ^.*
but i'm still not give up

~^^~

[gokara.livejournal.com]

ehhhhhhhhhh? what happend? did someone do something bad to you? just tell me and I will kick his/her ass off!!! WTH! don´t be sad my friend your are one of my favorite authors/ pic manip artist ever and above all that we are friends so it makes me feel terrible this but don´t be sad please, if you allow me I have a suggestion...

why don´t you do the same thing I did...create a comm for your fics and f-lock your journal with all your old fics and here in your journal will remain your real friends and in the comm you can put your fics

it´s a good idea and easier to maintain also but anyway don´t feel sad your are amazing and we love not only you but also your talent; don´t let selfish people make you forget that

love you and please smile^_^

[sekkiboo.livejournal.com]

I want to give you hugs too ;) *hugs* for strength!! and support :D
you feel sad :( don't worry I know you can pass them out!
Idk, what happen but I think what you are planning to do will rly help you..
it's okay if you decide to f-lock and f-cut this journal..
I just hope I can still be able to your ur fics :P I rly love your stories! ^^
gambatte!!

[yunjae20akame87.livejournal.com]

it's your decision.
whatever is your decision, i will follow it.
i like your fic, & it's true that i don't write a comment all the chapter.

i understand you. i don't like that the people come in my blog, & don't comment.

(my comment was best in french !! sorry sorry for the bad english) !

thanks for the fic's sharing