Wonder about your opinion of. . .

[citraryo]

I did decide to f-lock and f-cut of my journal. There are many reason that make me want to cry and all. I am glad my best friend, fu-chan and a-chan helped me to try finding the solution back then. Actually i planned to do that at the end of december last year, but i thought i wanted to give u a chance to show your love, or even care for my works here. But i realized i just get hurt again and again. But thanks to my friends who are always here for me. They give me hugs, give me care, give me support, give me encourage, give me warm love, and want to spend their precious time to say thank you to my works or say what happen/please smile when something happen to me. You know who i am talking about because it's you. So give u hugs attack xD

Then i wonder if it is alright to f-lock and f-cut? I want to know your opinion, minna :)

honestly, i am really tired. And it gives me a strong and bad impact every time i find many annoying things about my fic/my treasure. I am easy to cry. Now, i think it's not a good idea to cry when i almost die bcause of my tiredness.

I already talked about f-cut before but i only got a super little feedback. So i think i'll wait your opinion now. If u don't want to speak here it's okay. I won't force u anything. I just want you to know that i give you a chance to show your love. I am tired to say this to people who keep silence and enjoy others (authors/fans) works without even care to say their respect or love.

Sorry if i am kind of annoy you. I am just so tired. In this situation, i feel down and turn into so pessimistic. Please show your love though it's only a little 'Hi~'. Thank you so much minna. Sorry for messying your f-page >w<

good night and have a nice dream <3

~peace from citra-chan~

Comments

[aterjsa.livejournal.com]

is this about the silent readers?
i guess, i'm quite guilty there...
gomenasai...*dogeza*

i don't really know the reason but if it's the reason i mentioned above then, i'm truly very sorry for not very active on commenting on your fics but i do read them...
i guess my laziness on commenting is really bad...sorry again...

i don't know if we're friends but i do understand if you wanted to lock your fics...
but i just want you to know that i do love your fics!!!
especially hidden love...though i only started reading it a few days ago and i really read all the recent available chapters and i'm falling in love with the story and i do hope to read more.

and i promise that i'll comment in your fics that i will read from now on...

*bows*